Monday, December 8, 2008

Hurtful Words

I have recently had to encounter a horrible horrible person who seemed to think that I am a bad person for calling her out on the way she is raising, or lack there of, her child! This person will remain anonymous because I refuse to get involved in her drama and personally I know she doesn't even have a leg to stand on... so whatever.. I just needed to post so I didn't go to her house, pull her out of her bed, and punch her in her face!!! So, this is just me blowing off some steam.
The words she spoke to me were sharper than any 2 edged sword! I could not believe she could even say that WE deserved what happened to Gage, as far as his hands and feet go, and she had a perfect little girl because she deserved to have one! Which we all know, I guess you know if you know who I am talking about, that she does not deserve her little girl because she doesn't take care of her!
I would never wish what Gage has on anyone but sometimes I wonder why God chose me and Todd to carry this burden! I LOVE my baby to pieces and he is so sweet and so cute... and it is just like the DEVIL to tear down the confidence I have acquired and the acceptance I have for what happened to Gage! I just pray that God touches this individual! I also pray that he gives me the strength and self-control to not punch this person in the face!! I don't want to hate her and I don't want to be involved in her drama! I just want to go back to living my sweet little life with out her and her CRAZY drama in it! I pray that GOD touches her and her family because they need it! She is allowing herself to be used of the devil and doesn't even know it! God forgive her for she knows not what she does... God forgive me for allowing my flesh to take over for a split second!! (It is hard when your child is involved!)!!!

AHH I feel better!!!


Matthew 12:35-37.
The good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and the evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him.36But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken.37For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.”

2 comments:

Our family is a little more than a Patrick sandwich. said...

Wow... I can't believe a person would be that cruel to you! Keep your chin up and don't let her steal your joy... Gage is BEAUTIFUL and perfect and God gave him parents as awesome as you because you have that special love to give him!

Brooke said...

She is CRAZY and God will make sure she gets what's coming to her. God has a special place for Gage and God knows all the wonderful life full-filling things that Gage will do. Gage will touch peoples lives in ways we could never imagine and he will have SO MUCH MORE than "you know who's daughter". Gage is AMAZING and he has the BEST PARENTS in the world to take care of his needs. The devil knows it and he is only trying to discourage God's work in your life as well as in Gage's. I love you. DON'T THINK ABOUT HER NASTY WORDS. Remember who you are and what you stand for.